Hellbound Heart

Sebastian could not believe what was going on. He was overwhelmed. Completely overwhelmed. And all over a kiss. Over kissing her.

It was simply overwhelming and he found himself unable to stop. It was insane but right now, he wanted nothing else but her lips... for her mouth to be on his. And he felt as though he could never get himself to stop.

At that moment, nothing else mattered to him anymore. The only thing that was of any importance was her, and them kissing at last.

He had dreamt of this moment. Imagined it countless times in his head, how it would play out. He always knew that it would be different if it was her... if it was Iza that he would be locking lips with.

But even his imagination totally failed to foresee this reality happening right now. Never had he thought it would turn out this way. Never had he thought that it would be like this the moment he kissed her.

It was... like nothing else that had ever happened to him. It was even nothing else that he had ever imagined. Not even close.

'So, this was what it was supposed to be like...?' was all his overwhelmed mind kept repeating. Words were just not enough to explain what he was feeling. 'So, this was what kissing was supposed to be like, huh...'

When she groaned and pulled away, he almost did not let go of her. But thankfully, his dazed mind at least had somehow realized how breathless she was getting. And it was then that he too realised that he was as well. It was crazy how it seemed that he did not care if he was even breathing, as long as he could continue kissing her.

He just could not get enough of it. Of kissing her. He wanted more. Of her lips, her tongue, her mouth that were now at long last completely his.

So, he kissed her again, not giving her any longer than a few seconds to draw in her next breath. His entire being seemed to be on fire. Everything else was thrown aside and forgotten. He wanted time to freeze and completely stop so they could stay like this forever. So, he could continue being lost in her kiss, their kiss.

But that was just not possible. Before long, she pulled away from him again, her pants sounding louder in his ears. "S...seb..." her voice was shaky against his lips. Their lips were still lightly touching as he did not allow her to pull away any more than what was enough for her to draw in air.

He really did not want their lips to part and he knew why. He did not want this kiss to end yet... because the reality that he was barely aware of was waiting to hit him hard once it did.

As their breaths mingled, Sebastian realized that his hands were cupping her face. His thumbs caressing her cheeks.

"Sebastian..." she whispered once again between her pants.

He responded by pressing his lips against hers again. But she stopped him this time and did not part her lips.

"W-wait... Seb... let me..." She struggled to speak.

He licked the seam of her lips oh so lightly, almost as though trying to coax them to open just a little, like he was licking something so precious. So divine. "Iza... let me kiss you more..."

And the desperateness of his voice only ignited her further. She tightly wrapped her arms around his neck and grabbed onto his silken hair as she kissed him. Hard. As hard and passionate as she could until he was groaning, and pressing his hard body against hers.

Elle was also beginning to feel elated. Because it seems as though... for the first time... she was the one truly in control while he was the one being completely... and utterly... overwhelmed.

Lord... she could not believe what was happening to them right now... Sebastian, overwhelmed over an intimate act, over a simple kiss, was almost too unbelievable for it to be true.

But here he was, like this, and Elle found herself feeling a strong desire to...

She began to move her body. Without breaking their kiss, Elle tried her best to not buckle. Her knees were already so weak but she wanted to do something. Her desire to do it was so strong that she managed to fight through her daze and pulled him along, leading them both slowly to the sofa.

And the most unbelievable thing was that Sebastian had just allowed her to control the pace. It seemed as though he did not even realize it. As though he was too lost from their kiss to care or notice anything else. Which she thought was just so unlike Sebastian. But at the same time, that only gave her more courage, more boldness.

Elle gave her all to push him down. Her limbs were weak so she had to really put in more force. But he fell back down all too easily on the sofa in a sitting position. Though he pulled her along and did not let more than a couple of inches distance to get between their faces, Elle knew that all his defenses had given way. It was hard to believe it, but he was... right now... totally in her mercy. She could see it in how heavy lidded his eyes were right now. And a feeling far stronger than what she had felt when she made him come that night of her birthday surged like a giant wave within her.

Lord... he looked so hot with those dazed and vulnerable grey eyes of his.

Not giving him any chances to recover and maybe even turn the tables on her like he had always done before, Elle quickly made her next move. She kissed him again, this time with a dominance she did not know she had in her, as she wrapped her arms possessively around his neck. Then she straddled him, confidently pressing herself against his already massive and straining bulge.

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To My Dearest Hellbounders;

It's the last day of 2022 and it'll be new year in a few hours in my country. It's been a long year and even though its a year full of challenges for me, it's still such a year full of memorable moments. And I want you guys to know that I'm thankful this story has become a part of your 2022. I hope that my stories will continue to be part of your 2023 as well.

I just want to express how grateful I am for all your love and support this entire year. Thank you for always being amazing to me. Thank you for loving my stories. Thank you for laughing and crying with my characters. Thank you so much for the comments, reviews, votes and gifts! You guys have been really amazing!

I wish I can give you an extra chapter today but it's new years eve here and I'm with family. I tried but I only finished a chapter in the end >.<

Hard to concentrate when everyone's around and the following chapter is... well... I think I better do it tomorrow instead. :)

I hope and wish that 2023 will be amazing to us all. I hope and wish that we will be more happy. I hope and wish that I will be blessed with more motivation and persistence to keep writing for myself and for you guys who love and adore my stories as much as I do.

Once again, thank you so much and happy new year!

Love, Kazzen